When Things Don’t Go as Planned
March 15, 2019
For the first day, I was originally told that I was going to shadow the teacher that had been standing in my place. I show up, the door's locked, the lights are turned off and I'm thinking, okay, the teacher is running a little late. I enter the classroom, she left a note: “Good luck.” Didn't prepare anything. The students are looking at me like, what are you going to do?
My advisor at the school was like, “Hey, did you prepare your lesson?” I was like, I wasn't told to prepare a lesson, I was told that I was going to shadow on the first day to kind of get a feel for the school. And he was like, oh, okay well, you're Teach for America so I know you're going to make it work. And I was like, okay.
So I had to think really quick on my feet, so I went, I went to the board. Wrote my name, I wrote two questions: What do you expect from an excellent teacher and what is one of your personal goals? Laid down my rules. We went around, introduced each other and got started. At the end of the day, I sat down, I took a deep breath and my face just fell into my hands.
It was very overwhelming, but I decided that I was gonna stay in the classroom because when I went to college and I saw the education I lacked compared to those from bigger cities or private schools, I was completely flabbergasted and I felt cheated. I'm in TFA because I wanted to provide an amazing education to my students.
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